Sometimes i wonder can you hear my voice, my cry. Have i got that far from you that you cant hear me anymore? Did you turn you face away from me because i sinned against you? God, where are you?
I miss you. I miss your touch, sitting in your lap with your arms tight around me holding me and protecting me. I miss your face, your gentle look, watching over me on my path, dont letting me to be hurt. Where are you now?
Am i too far away from your sight? Cant you reach me anymore? I need you now. I need you to look at me, touch me, hold me, mold me, speak to me, hide me, guide me. I want to feel you when i read your words, i want you to speak to me and rip my hart with it. I want to bleed for you, breathe for you, move for you, act for you, speak for you. I want to be for you and be with you. I miss you.
When i sit in my corner alone and think about you i want to feel you there with me again. When i sing to you i want to feel you lift me up high, to fly with your angels, to be in front of your throne adoring you like i used to. I cant feel you anymore.
Dont you love me anymore, care for me, use me, need me? I want to be your precious treasure again, fragile, to hold me in your hand and never let me go. I miss your touch on my face, drying my tears away, either tears of sorrow or joy. I miss you in whole. My body and my soul thirst for you so much. I want to give you glory and honor, to praise you, serve you, sing to you, dance for you... I want to be for you again. I want to be everything i was with you before and even more. I want to give you more of me than i did before. Find me again, tight me to you so i could never leave you again. I want to be everything to you, give you all. Where are you now? Get back to me, i miss you so much and i need you more than ever. Just let me know you are here.
Sep 20, 2010
Sep 13, 2010
No excuse
One day we will get before Gods throne and he will ask you : What did you do to me, what did you do with my son? What will your answer be?
He said we should go and be his disciples, to share his word, do his will. We often forget it. We are ashamed of sharing good news because people will mock us, dont like us, say bad things and such. That is not excuse. They killed Jesus and other disciples for it, that will probably not happen to us these days. God promised he will not give us burdens that we cannot take. Isnt that enough for us to go?
He said to do his will. Why arent doing it? There is no excuse such as its hard, impossible. Jesus came here as human, he knows how it is and he done it. He shoved how to do it and that it can be done. When we want something we will do whatever we can just to reach it. Do we want to fallow God? Than why we so often dont do what he said to do? Arent we willing enough to do it?
We need to know what he wants by reading his word. We often say we forgot it, we didnt have time, just to do this, to watch this, just to say hi to this person, this, just to eat, drink, watch a movie, listen this kind of music, this... and so on... Just 25% of 'so called' christians are daily reading the Bible. Why is that? Dont we want to talk to our father? Dont we want to hear what he has to say to us? Another question is why his nation forgot to pray? To pray for others to come to him, to read, to do his will, for their town, country, nation, for believer and non believers? We are called to love and care but yet we are so cold a lot of times. Our churches dont have fellowship, we barely know each others names, we dont visit each other and when is some gathering, we stick to our best friends and leave others like they even dont exist. Why? :( We have to make friends, among all christians and non believers. One day in heaven we will all be together like strangers? It is not supposed to happen that way. Church has to be one family, family share everything with each other, family knows everything. And we barely know each others names... How sad is that?
Last times are here, why we arent waking up and act? Do we want to end up in hell?
http://www.tangle.com/view_video?viewkey=710dbf1eb8335a2d0a7e (my inspiration for personal life)
Amena Brown, he wakes up with her words... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uI7Cl42UDWQ&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZfqQpvOAXs&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFURxgaLxEE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXbfPjQ0In0&feature=related
He said we should go and be his disciples, to share his word, do his will. We often forget it. We are ashamed of sharing good news because people will mock us, dont like us, say bad things and such. That is not excuse. They killed Jesus and other disciples for it, that will probably not happen to us these days. God promised he will not give us burdens that we cannot take. Isnt that enough for us to go?
He said to do his will. Why arent doing it? There is no excuse such as its hard, impossible. Jesus came here as human, he knows how it is and he done it. He shoved how to do it and that it can be done. When we want something we will do whatever we can just to reach it. Do we want to fallow God? Than why we so often dont do what he said to do? Arent we willing enough to do it?
We need to know what he wants by reading his word. We often say we forgot it, we didnt have time, just to do this, to watch this, just to say hi to this person, this, just to eat, drink, watch a movie, listen this kind of music, this... and so on... Just 25% of 'so called' christians are daily reading the Bible. Why is that? Dont we want to talk to our father? Dont we want to hear what he has to say to us? Another question is why his nation forgot to pray? To pray for others to come to him, to read, to do his will, for their town, country, nation, for believer and non believers? We are called to love and care but yet we are so cold a lot of times. Our churches dont have fellowship, we barely know each others names, we dont visit each other and when is some gathering, we stick to our best friends and leave others like they even dont exist. Why? :( We have to make friends, among all christians and non believers. One day in heaven we will all be together like strangers? It is not supposed to happen that way. Church has to be one family, family share everything with each other, family knows everything. And we barely know each others names... How sad is that?
Last times are here, why we arent waking up and act? Do we want to end up in hell?
http://www.tangle.com/view_video?viewkey=710dbf1eb8335a2d0a7e (my inspiration for personal life)
Amena Brown, he wakes up with her words... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uI7Cl42UDWQ&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZfqQpvOAXs&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFURxgaLxEE&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SXbfPjQ0In0&feature=related
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