I miss you

Sometimes i wonder can you hear my voice, my cry. Have i got that far from you that you cant hear me anymore? Did you turn you face away from me because i sinned against you? God, where are you?
I miss you. I miss your touch, sitting in your lap with your arms tight around me holding me and protecting me. I miss your face, your gentle look, watching over me on my path, dont letting me to be hurt. Where are you now?
Am i too far away from your sight? Cant you reach me anymore? I need you now. I need you to look at me, touch me, hold me, mold me, speak to me, hide me, guide me. I want to feel you when i read your words, i want you to speak to me and rip my hart with it. I want to bleed for you, breathe for you, move for you, act for you, speak for you. I want to be for you and be with you. I miss you.
When i sit in my corner alone and think about you i want to feel you there with me again. When i sing to you i want to feel you lift me up high, to fly with your angels, to be in front of your throne adoring you like i used to. I cant feel you anymore.
Dont you love me anymore, care for me, use me, need me? I want to be your precious treasure again, fragile, to hold me in your hand and never let me go. I miss your touch on my face, drying my tears away, either tears of sorrow or joy. I miss you in whole. My body and my soul thirst for you so much. I want to give you glory and honor, to praise you, serve you, sing to you, dance for you... I want to be for you again. I want to be everything i was with you before and even more. I want to give you more of me than i did before. Find me again, tight me to you so i could never leave you again. I want to be everything to you, give you all. Where are you now? Get back to me, i miss you so much and i need you more than ever. Just let me know you are here.